5:35 p.m. on 2001-12-11
Fun night had by one

What a night was had last nite! Really, it was truly phenomenal. I made a decision, a very long time ago, to ignore the majority of recommended dosages for medicines, drugs, etc. With illegal narcs, it always seemed more likely than not, a ploy. I mean, what better way for a drug dealer to make money than to sell you an underdose. You'll comeback for more, for certain. So last nite, using my persuasive bargaining skills, I purchased (and tested)10 e pills for the cut-low rate of $100. I went home, and before I knew it, I had taken 6 of those pills. So there I was, sitting at the computer, very high, going over that dancesafe.org webpage. It was a pretty decent webpage. Than I read their opinion on dosage. They said that taking any amount of mdma over 175mg meant seriously risking brain death or in the very least, seratonin syndrome. I've actually known people who've suffered from seratonin syndrome while on e and completely blacked out. They blacked out largely in part due to the fact that they had freaked out and had panic attacks. I decided not to panic and I just laid back and had fun. If I had completely given away all of my control, I may have been in trouble. This morning, I actually woke up fine. I was depressed for like a total of ten minutes. Then I went and had breakfast, the two key ingredients being bananas and St. John's Wort(both said to help replenish your brains supply of seratonin). The more I read about mdma, the more encouraging the news gets. It almost stands alone with marijuana and a few other drugs as having virtually no corrosive effects on the brain. The FDA just announced it will allow doctors to begin trial experiments allowing mdma use in conjunction with psychotherapy. It makes me wonder why I fucking drank cough syrup for as long as I did.

in the slammer - up for parole